What should I do? (Amirtha)

Dear Diary,

Macbeth must be king. It is my duty to convince him of this honorable position. Without the killing of Duncan, he will never be king. Meaning I will never be queen. I am destined to be Queen. It is in my blood and soon Duncan’s will be all over Macbeths.

As of recently, my feelings have changed. Previously, I told Macbeth I would kill a baby in order to prove my loyalty, and asked him to do the same. I told him to kill Duncan to prove himself to me and become king. However, I cannot imagine the thought of killing someone that resembles my father. At the time, I told Macbeth to kill Duncan because I thought I could kill him myself as well. Then, I was just getting Macbeth to prove his promise to me. However, after realizing he resembles my father, I cannot do it myself.

I, myself told Macbeth to look like an innocent flower but be a serpent inside. It is very disappointing to not be able to take my own advice. How can I be the serpent to a man like my father? It crosses my morals and that I cannot do.

I was the one to criticize Macbeth of not being a man. Who am I to say he's not a man if I cannot take action as well? How could I possibly give birth to males if I cannot teach them the right way to be a serpent? I do not want to feel this humane side of me much longer. I must be cruel, and I must stay that way. For the sake of myself and for Macbeth, I must.

I chose this picture because it shows how Lady Macbeth is confused and doesn't know which way to go. She can either kill Duncan, or tell Macbeth to do it. Her other option is to let him free meaning Macbeth will not be king. This is a difficult decision for her at the time.

I chose this video because previously Lady Macbeth was heartless to the killing of Duncan. However her feelings did change, but at the time "[Macbeth] lost his soul to a women so heartless" Also, this is proving that Lady Macbeth wants to remain cruel.